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Monday, January 31, 2005

~ 10:02 pm ~

***____bArriEr~

an0ther enTry in thE sAme dae?? cann0t lArx.. tiS likE really bcum a habit lia0z.. but b0 biAn.. n0t feeelin very happy ritE n0w.. duN wiSh t0 t0k t0 any1.. s0 many feelins.. dun0 h0w t0 put int0 w0rds as0.. haiz

y d0 i fEEl aS if dere's a bArriEr b/w uS.. see.. i'd rAther nth happEned dAn tiS.. feelin s0.. dun0.. insecuRe?? d0wn..? i dun0 h0w t0 describE thAt feelin laRx.. definitely n0t happy l0r.. h0w cum i still g0t tiS feelin thAt u still g0t many thinGs hidin frm mE.. see.. wiSh i c0uLd g0 n fiNd u n0w.. bleahz.. buT cant g0 see..

t0Ld my piG k0r.. but hE caRed iN thE wr0ng wAe.. siAnz.. evErythin juz wan uSe vi0leNce?? ya.. hE caRes f0r ME.. but wr0ng wAy lia0z lArx.. likE thAt still aSk me t0 tell hiM my pr0bS =S ratHer n0t tell hiM..

humph.. s0 difficuLt..

~ 6:36 pm ~

***____siAn~~

h0h0.. s0 siAn..juz cum bAc frm w0rk..tiS wh0le daE s0 s0 tired.. hahaz.. hAd tr0ubLe c0ncentratin 0n w0rk see.. wAn t0 slp but cann0t sLp...hahaz.. mayb c0z yEsterdae nv sLp well?? dun0 larx.. yeSterdae hAd a very ridicul0us dReam see..aLL thX t0 teRence.. aSked mE g0 cRash pJc.. humph.. den had a stupid drEam abt thAt.. l0Lx..

hmm.. iAn's fRen pAssEd awAe.. bleahz.. s0 y0ung..c0uLd tell hE very sAd?? actuAlly hiS fren in ICU 0nli arx.. den he waS likE plannin t0 g0 visist after w0rk.. but kn0ck 0ff lia0z hE jiu recEivE a cAll thAt his fren g0ne lia0z..

sEE.. lifE's s0 frAgile.. s0 muz tReasuRe everyb0dy aRd u ritE.. and thAt includes my gRandm0ther?? l0Lx.. k larx..evEn th0ugh still n0t quite happy wif hEr..buddEn..see.. shE 0ld lia0z.. juz h0w many m0re yRs can shE livE?? n0t thAt l0ng riTE..as0 dun0 wAss g0in t0 happen tml mahz.. hmm.. if shE livEs l0nger dan any 0f uS thEn jiu abit funny lia0z =S l0Lx.. cRappin..

l00kin 4waRd t0 mEetin xiA0hui 0n wEd..s0 s0 s0 l0ngggg nV see n t0k t0 hEr lia0z.. miSS her siA~ hehex.. g0t al0t 0f thiNgs t0 cAtch up 0n..but i d0ubt 2 0r 3 hRs iS enuff f0r uS hahaz :P

hmmm.. still g0t s0re thR0at.. hAben fully rEc0ver yEt.. h0w l0ng iS it lia0z aRx.. liKE 2 t0 3 wks le.. 0ei..time t0 rec0ver lia0z lehx.. mY piStachi0s still hAbne finiSh.. evEn th0ugh evErydae still eAt alittle bit..scAred later eAt finish aLL sICk agAin 0.0 hehex... hmm.. if by tiS wk hAben rec0ver dun nd g0 eAt thAt ma la hu0 gu0 0n sAt lia0z.. i wAn g0 eAt..~! s0 l0ng nv eAt thAt lia0zx.. hahaz..hmm..eric sAe hE g0t ask ah huAy al0ng aRx.. but dun0 he g0t sMs t0 thE wr0ng n0 an0tx?? ah huAy chngE n0 le dun0 g0t smS him tell him an0tx arx.. humpH.. likE thaT time i as0 nv recEivE~!! l0Lx.. s0 hunGry n0w.. waN g0 eAt dinnEr le :)

Sunday, January 30, 2005

~ 8:30 pm ~

***____yuN d0nG~

hah.. 2nd entry a day..ann0t tis cann0t bcum a habit arx.. hahaz.. made up my miNd..muz g0 exercisE lia0z arx.. n0 sch = n0 pE :( s0 muz 0wnself pE arx hahaz... decided... after w0rk everydae cum h0me dun take lift..g0in t0 climb stAirs uP hahz..

den t0dae my br0 sae he wan g0 play bball.. den i pEi him g0 de yew tee paRk arx.. initially iS sit dwn watch him de.. budden..after thAt.. c0uldnt resist de temptati0n t0 play aRx.. hahaz.. s0 pEi hiM play l0r.. hahaz.. k larx.. m00d c0nsiderably betta.. mayb wad my mum sAe iS true baz.. g0 exercise abit wiLL feel betta.. hehex...

~ 4:33 pm ~

***____neGativE - -

humph...juz finiSh 0ne b0x 0f ferrer0 r0chEr..still n0t felin any bettA?? tiNk i'm g0in t0 gEt sicker instead.. s0re thr0at le still s0 eat s0 many ch0c0lateS..

still feelin s0 miSerable.. dey sAe time can heAl..nahz.crapz.h0w cum i'm feelin m0re n m0re miserable instead..juz wiSh everythin w0uld g0 bAc t0 wAd it was like b4..if 0nli wad had happened wAs juz a dReamz..at leAst like thAt betta..if 0nli i had st0pped myself..mayb things wun b s0 miserable f0r me rite n0w... juz h0w am i g0in t0 get myseLf 0ut 0f tiS meSS i cReated..

ya i'm 0versensitive..4eva readin t00 much int0 thinGs..humph..am n0t g0in t0 siNk bac t0 wAd ah huAy called 'depressi0n' again.. thAt time was likE s0 hard f0r mE.. mayb haRd 0n my frenz as0.. but am lucky t0 haf them... heex.. mayb i'm sinKin deeper n deeper int0 it.. 0ei. i dun0 h0w t0 swim lehx.. if things g0 0n at tis rate..g0in t0 dr0wn s00n.. but am g0in t0 try t0 stay afl0at..see.. dun wan t0 dr0wn..

see..i'm 4eva tellin ppl n0t t0 tink t00 muCh.. but here i am.. n0t d0in wad i tell ppl t0 d0..

hah.. y d0 i haf tis feelin thAt my entries are gettin m0re n m0re negative...l0lx... am g0in t0 piCk myself uP.. i shall tRy t0...

mayb thinGs are n0t g0in well f0r u t00..i as0 dun0.. nahz..juz h0pe everythin will b finE s00n...

*miSs y0u*

Saturday, January 29, 2005

~ 8:30 pm ~

***____yesterdae

ha..n0 m00d calmer lia0z..better dan juz n0w anyway..haha..2 entries per dae =/ at least juz n0w de everythin vent 0ut in the previ0us entry.bleah.. de hurt i've pressin dwn f0r the past 2 wks ev0lved int0 anger.. th0ugh n0t all 0f it..nvm..shant talk abt tis rite n0w.. tis separate entry shall b abt yesterdae ba..haha..

hmmm.. gd sia yesterdae..nv w0rk f0r tw0 hrs still get paid..haha...c0z we g0 0ut eat lunch mah.. went in mr ph00n's car..BMW sehx b0ss went al0ng t00..said he was 0n diet.. but he still ate in the end..l0lx..th0ugh n0t much larx.. hahaz.. went d0ver dere eat.. i nv pay as0 arx..actually is mr ph00n treat de..den drinks b0ss treat arx.. but in de end b0ss said c0unt as c0mpany's expense lar...

den 0n de way bac, dey started t0 t0k abt tbeir kitchen..n naturally..t0 f00d.. l0l.. dun0 h0w de subject came up arx..l0l.. den dey sae if wan ch00se p0ly base 0n their f00d dere arx.. sure cann0t ch00se SP.. muz ch00se NP.. l0l.. funny ar.. where g0t ppl ch00se sch base 0n f00d de..l0l..

hmmm.. after w0rk went h0me.. reach yew tee lia0z jiu g0 find kenneth heng k0r ar..c0z he sae i still 0we him a meetin arx.. s0mem0re he was dere waitin f0r fren arx.. s0 i went l0r..reachin lia0z den i saw sha0h0ng n he t0ld me he g0 dere play bball arx.. h0w cum like tis mth keep seein him de arx.. larx.. 2 times 0nli.. but still.. l0l..

hmm.. yupz.. g0 meet k0r.. den his fren..erm..karen.. (make me tink 0f karn tan xia0 hui arx =X) she was dere as0.. 0k..n0t very awkward larx..even th0ugh we stranges?? hmmm..she quite frenly....hah..s0.. k0r..g0 f0r it!! mei mei supp0rt u!! =X l0l.. hmm..but h0r.. she sm0kes & is.. quite vulgar larx...initially t0ught she quite 0k de arx..dn ar..e fren dey waitin f0r 3 hrs came.. c0z he slpin mahz..den he always late de... n really.. all de vulgaities came..frm her s0mem0re.. l0ud as0 arx.. den s0 pS.. dey were like tryin t0 shush her arx.. c0z like de ppl at de bus st0p l00kin le arx n arx..

g0t 1 y0ung ger..bery cute.. tink 4 0r 5 yrs 0ld 0nli..we were like sittin 0utside dis new 7-11 st0re at the bus st0p dere mahz.. den de karen n clift0n sm0kin arx.. s0 de place ard us like sm0ky lik that arx.. den de ger ran in fnt 0f karen.. den fling her arms like tryin t0 get rid 0f the sm0ke.. hahaz.. den she made s0me very cute n0ises as0.. hahaz..den we were like very surprised.. den i as abit w0rried that karen w0uld g0 n sc0ld de ger 0r sth arx.. c0z she like..quite ah lian arx..but arx..she din larx.. that's y i tink she quite 0k mahz.. dey burst int0 laughter instead arx.. den k0r still say me ..sae de ger cuter dan me.. *s0bx*

hahaz..k larx..quite true larx.. hahaz.. after that k0r l00ked behind..den sae g0t many kranjians arx.. turned ard n saw..... my juni0rS~!! hahaz.. s0 l0ng nv see dem lia0z..hehe..de table tennis c0ach dr0pped dem 0ff mahz.. l0l..den dey t0ld me t0urnament's at end 0f nxt mth arx.. s0 muz jiA y0u w0r~!!!!!!!

hmmm.. cum bac h0me..quite irritated by the c0m arx.. c0z is actually is yesterdae wan update d.. but like cann0t get int0 bl0gger?? den de stupid mSn givin me pr0bs as0 arx..keep signin me 0ut till i s0 irritated that i juz went t0 slp arx.. hahaz...

______**i cAre....** ______

~ 4:46 pm ~

***____hyp0cRite~!!!!!!!!!!

Damn it.. y0u suckS t0 de c0re!! hyp0crite. an0ther hyp0crite..0ther ppl wear e sh0es till dun wan lia0zgif my br0.still say its new! damn y0u! say my mummy buy all th0se sh0es all very l0usy , better dan ur 0ld sh0es l0r.4eva criticisiN ppl.. like u nv d0 anythin wr0ng b4 like tt

wh0 dr0ve my gRandfather t0 death de har.plz l0r..he was sick, f0r g00dness sake..he was siCk~!! 0ther ppL siCk u will always sae dey pretendin..0nli u haf de right t0 b sick izzit. duN gif him any $$ f0r his treatment l0r..wad u keep ur $$ in the bAnk f0r, huh? tink u r s0 damn great? think i dun0 h0w happy u were when u f0und 0ut my grandfather's g0ne~?! tink i dun0 h0w ur DARLING hyp0crite s0n asked u t0 pretend t0 b sad? h0w c0uld u d0 tis t0 ur husband huh? My grandfather had n0 $$, ya, but at least he treat us l0ads betta than h0w u trEat us l0r!and uR darling s0n. h0w c0uld he cum t0 0ur hse every wk n eAt eAt eAT~! he n0 h0me ar? i t0ught hiS wife iS a GREAT c00k. h0w cum still cum 0ver?

Say my mum hair s0 l0ng still dun wan cut, cl0thes wear till like tt dun wan buy new 0nes, pretemdin t0 b cham har. WAD D0 U N0E AT ALL?! s0 much $$. every yr wan buy abal0ne say is my dad wan buy.. dun buy ur face blAck like hell. plz l0r my dad n0t atm machine l0r..u r 0ne l0r.. damn u. y dun u buy it urself since is u hu wanted it, since u g0t s0 much $$. ya i n0e u "wanted" t0 spilt ur inheritance t0 me n my c0usin. but u tink i dun0 u've always been tinkin givin it t0 her 0nli? u 0nli gif t0 me c0z u r stayin at 0UR hse!

huhz. after CNY i see h0w u r g0in t0 keep smirkin..h0w u r g0in t0 keep ur $$. my dad's b0ss 0readi nv gif my dad his CPF lia0z n he d0esnt even n0e.0nli my mum n0e.. 0nli after the g0vt sent a letter sayin we haven been payin f0r the hSe. my mummy dun dare t0 tell dAd in case he g0 n quarrel wif his b0ss & quit de j0b, f0rsakin his salary n yr end b0nus juz like laz time.. s0 WAD D0 U n0E~! u'll haf t0 take $$ 0ut u see if u dun. laz time sell hse u say de $$ will b given t0 us t0 pay 4 0ur educati0n..n0w i w0nder. h0w cum de $$ still in ur bank huh?!

y0u r still tryin t0 get me int0 tr0uble arent u. i said i'd g0 wif u 2 buy th0se stupid new yr g00ds de h0r. i t0kin t0 my br0 in a l0ud v0ice n u say we quarrelin?
s0 wad if we were? n0ne 0f ur damn business anywae. ask u wait awhile & u g0 0ff by urself. u tink i dun0 wad u r g0in t0 tell my dad n every1 hu will listen? u will sae i dun wan t0 g0 if u. amn u. 4eva like tt.plz l0r tis is n0t de forx time lia0z l0r. u tink my dad will b unreas0nable like u arx? plz l0r. i n0t afraid 0f u l0r.i 0nli kept quiet f0r de sake 0f my mum l0r. wad ask me treat her as she singin. I DUN CARE N0W.~! cant t0lerate u anym0re!

when my grandfather still alive u keep sayin there were quarrels bc0z he was wif us.n0w he's g0ne n de quarrels din g0.wad d0 u haf t0 sae 4 urself. everythin u d0 n say is c0rrect! anythin that g0es wr0ng juz blame my mum n grandfather can lia0z larx. n0w grandfather g0ne lia0z everythin wr0ng as0 blame 0n my mum lar. u gd l0r u. 0ld ppl are n0t supp0sed t0 b like that. ya u r str0ng. but u dun haf t0 b s0 damn unreas0nable. 4eva t0kin abt us behind 0ur backs. u tink i dun0 ar!

say i at h0me slp until s0 late. betta dan u larx. sit in frnt 0f tv wh0le dae n slp. wastin electricity & u still slp m0re dan me 0k. slp at 9pm. cum bac frm w0rk still sit in frnt 0f tv n slp. still say i slp m0re dan u?! i 0nli slp m0re dan u 0n wkends & u lik that sae me. fuck u lar.

i t0larate u very l0ng lia0z l0r. just h0w many times haf i walked past ur r00m n heard u clappin ur hands wheneva we g0t sc0lded by 0ur dad? n u still dare t0 cum 0ut n pretend t0 c0mf0rt us. wad! hyp0crite leh u.

say my mum wh0le dae at h0me d0 nth. ya l0r. dun0 is hu c00k f0r u n still clean de hse l0r. i as0 dun0 is hu sit in frnt 0f tv n slp l0r. ya u c00ked f0r a few wks laz time. but it wasnt f0r us, see. it was f0r ur preci0us daughter hu had juz underg0ne a maj0r 0perati0n.0nli 0n sundays when my dad at h0me f0r de wh0le dae den u pretend t0 help 0ut. u r really a freakin damn hyp0crite l0r.

dun tink i f0rg0t de incident where by u said we tried t0 hit u, when it was u hu tied t0 hit my sis. I WILL NV 4GET THAT.ya. i'm a VERY petty pers0n hu beArs grudges. s0 wAD! y cant we juz celebrate my mum's bdae in peace. y d0 u haf t0 sp0ial eveythin 4 us. y d0 u haf t0 wait till my dad's g0ne t0 bathe den u hit my sis. let him SEE lar! hit my sis n still sae we wan t0 hit u. y0u s0 damn str9ng my mum n i c0uldnt even h0ld u bac.

juz h0w heartless can u get? sc0ldin & sh0utin at such a cute baby. u dun haf t0 d0 that juz c0z he is my c0usin l0r. he's s0 clever. n u sae he's n0t? plz l0r. even ppl sae he shldn haf learn t0 walk s0 faz l0r. n u still a c0ward arent u. that time u threw de ball at de baby n made him cry in frnt 0f my dad!den u run bac t0 ur r00m pretend t0 b aslp arx. ya u tink he t0kin 0n de f0ne s0 he din see. u tink he blind har.wad did he sae? he still sc0lded u rite?

every yr insist 0n thr0win a big bdae bash.0k. nvm.n0t wr0ng. but y d0 u keep askin my dad t0 pay f0r it? wad abt ur riCh daughters?! wad abt ur darlin s0n? h0w cum dey s0 rich as0 dun nd t0 pay f0r anythin?!!

every CNY cum here eat s0 much. any thnks frm u ppl an0tx! the drinks de f00d all paid by my parents. any idea h0w much dey c0st an0t. h0w cum u ppl dun wan us t0 g0 t0 ur hse f0r CNY? y muz u ppl cum~! 0k. dun c0unt de shark fins n g00dies. wad abt the 0ther f00d? h0w cum u ppl 0nli thank her!!

my m00d 0readi n0t very g00d lia0z n u still fuckin piSS me 0ff. my t0lerance lvl n0t that high de h0r.t0lerate u n ur fuckin daughters f0r a bery l0ng time le 0k.

every firx dae 0f CNY cum here cum till late late. n we cant even g0 my grandma's hse. y d0 we haf t0 ait till de 2nd dae den can g0? y cant ur damned daughters cum 0n de 2nd dae? y d0 we haf t0 alwaes gif in t0 u?

it wasnt like that laz time l0r. wad things d0 u say t0 ur daughters behind 0ur backs? u n0e h0w ppl have bben t0kin abt u an0tx?! y d0 we haf t0 put up wif u juz c0z u r my grandm0ther? GIVE U RESPECT N U TAKE IT AS WEAKNESS IZZIT. tis is n0t fair!

Thursday, January 27, 2005

~ 6:50 pm ~

***____th0ughtS...

0k..iSnt iN the bEst 0f m00d riTe n0w..aGain.. t0dAe..was lAte f0r w0rk..b0ss diN sAe anythin..wAn sAe late as0 n0 lAte de lARz..c0z iS can ch00se wAd timE t0 g0 iN.. >.<

al0t 0f th0ughts weRe 0n mY miNd whEn i wAs g0in h0me.. t0ugHt 0F h0w i'M bEginnin t0 keep thiNgs fRm mY frEnz aGain..eSp my cl0se fRenz.. >.<

juz de 0ther dAe..a frEn aSked mE stH.. deNied it..h0w i wiSh it wAs tRue den.. but n0w.. hmmz.. mAyb thiNgs shLd stAy tiS wAe..bEtter baz.. aiyAz.. mAyb i tiNk t00 muCh le.. but s0meh0w.. g0t thE feeliN.. thiNgs aRe n0t g0in t0 b riTEd..

n0w s0 mAny thiNgs runniN thru mY miNd.. fRenshipS.. n as0.. tinkin abt thE c0urSes i sHld b ch00sin iF i'm g0in t0 p0ly.. riTe n0w.. n0 iNterEst iN the buSinSS thingy.. 0r enginEerin aT all.. bLeahz.. n0w juS tiNkin 0f aLL thiS cRap sEE..

juz h0pE thAt thiNgs wuN remAin tiS wAe l0r.. i mEan.. wif fRenz lArx.. mAyb evEn th0ugh n0w duN t0k thAt muCh anym0re le.. thiNgs wiLL tuRn f0r tHE bettEr.. >.<

tiNkin 0f CNY.. dReadin it..yEt h0pin it t0 cuM fAster as0.. dReadiN mY daddy's siDe 0f relativEs.. dReadin wAd dey will sAe..wAd dey wiLL aSk.. afRaid a biG quArrel wiLL resuLt 0n thAt dAe.. 0vEr whEre i ch00se t0 g0.. 0f c0z.. dEy wuN wAn mE t0 g0 jC.. a fAmiliy 0f sch0laRs.. n i cAnt gEt int0 a jC?? j0ke man >.<

dun sAe anym0re le.. juz aLL cRApz n n0nseNse.. g0in t0 eAt lia0z.. juz h0pE..thiNgs wiLL tuRn 0ut riTE... mayb n0t eVerythin.. juz s0me will d0..

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

~ 8:43 pm ~

***____^^ ^^

Happy biRthdAy t0 nAnA~!!
hahaz..juz sAw..yeSterAe sAved de p0st in dRafts aRx..nv pubLisH.. n0 w0ndEr dun hAf >.<

t0dAe at w0rk..after luNch..n0b0dy in 0ffiCe..b4 mR tAy leFt..he t0ld ME t0 b guAi..l0Lx..den hE g0 liA0z..lEft mE n iAn..tiNk b0th 0f uS reAlly t00k tiS chAnce t0 sLack abit aRx..i meAn guAng miNg zhEn dA aRz..hahaz..we t0ked..waD elSe..tHE usual l0r..studiEs..n wAd elSe >.<>.<>.<>

feelin abit slpY n0w aRx.. l0Lx.. happy biRthdAy t0 nAnA~!!!!!

Monday, January 24, 2005

~ 7:45 pm ~

***____siCk..agAin..

yA..s0 i'm siCk agAin.. 3 times in a mtH..suAy dAi arx..hAiz.. but aT lEast..t0dAe..finaLLi g0 sEE d0c le aRz.. >.<

sLept f0r thE wh0Le aFtern00n.. alm0st anywAe..hahaz.. n mY muM sAe..muZ b thE bbQ f00d i eAt yestErdae at nAnA's bbQ aRx..c0z i 0readi c0ughin lia0z mahz..eAt lia0z evEn m0re chAm >.<>

dEn t0dAe..at h0mE...when n0t slpiN..kEpt plAyin wif my bAby c0usiN >.<>

Friday, January 21, 2005

~ 8:00 pm ~

***____puBlic h0lidAy = g0 0ut

hehe...t0dAe quite eArly jiu wAke uP le aRz..g0t w0keN up by my bAby c0usiN >.<>

hmmm...wEnt t0 pAsiR pAnjAng..mY gRandm0ther g0 dEre buy s0me nEw yr g00dieS..actuaLLy tiNk by thAT timE all eat finiSh le aRz..anyw shE sAe eat finisH nvm..she will buy agAin arx..c0z she n0e wE likE t0 eAt piStachi0s de arx..s0 vEry yR muz buY al0t 0f thAt as0..hahaz.. yuMMy~!

dEn suN biAn g0 fiNd my dAddy aRx..s0 ke lian..stiLL 0t w0rk 0n pubLic h0l aRX..but b0 biAn arx..hE actuaLLy caN g0 0ff wHen hE likE arx..dun0 y hE stAy deRE hahaz...s0 wE wEnt t0 chiNat0Wn aRx..but s0 mAny ppL >.<>

dEn wE g0 eAt r0asted duCk riCe..n yAm pAstriEs~! yuMMy~!! very niCe as0 arx... hehex...aftEr thAt jiu g0 h0mE le aRz..hehex...

Thursday, January 20, 2005

~ 6:40 pm ~

***____iRRitAtEd

gettin m0re n m0re irritated n0w..i as0 dun0 y.. t0dae 0n mRt trAin 0n thE wae h0me.. g0t a gER daMn irritatin... shant elab0rate 0n it aNym0re..m00d n0t very gd n0w...

haiz...shall update an0thEr timE

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

~ 6:45 pm ~

***____nGee Ann p0Ly

0k.. wEnt t0 ngee ann poly t0dae... got 0pen hse dere..hmmm.. den g0 dEre disTributE flyers f0r my c0mpany..t0ught w0uld b fun arX.. c0z wh0le dAe stAY at c0mpany as0 siAn..nAn de can cum 0ut arx..hahaz..but g0 dere as0 abit siAn lehx..dere quite big..jiA shaNg mE m0rning stiLL g0t abit 0f fever arx..wah.. siAn dia0... 0k.. at least g0t see 1 shuAi gE arx~! hahaz..k.. many gd l0kkin de..but tiS 0ne excepti0nally shuAi.. he shLd b fm the mArketin tt pArt de aRx..hahaz..den he smiLed at me~! hahaz..k st0p t0kin abt him le.. i 0nli sae he shuAi..nth eLse hahdaz...

distributE finish le g0 waLk ard..wEnt t0 th0se b00ths arx..nth much intErest mE th0ugh..thE ppL quite frenLy larx..den wEnt bac 0fficE l0rx..

g0 h0me tt timE 0n thE tRain arX.. saW a bery ruDe indiAN gEr..0k.. s0 i biAs arx..dun liKE indiaN gErs much aRx..c0z dey aLwaes bery rude arx..see..0n thE tRain as0 g0t tiS gEr hu aCt As wEnWen in thAt happy fiSh seriAl arx..the gEr g0 in le arx..exclaim s0 l0udly t0 hEr m0the den aftEr thAt keep stArin at her lehx.. n0n-st0p de... sia0..s0mem0re standin beside me..kn0cked int0 me a fEw times still dun wan ap0l0giSe..tiS feW daYs m00d 0readi n0t tt gd le still likE thAt >.<

k.. enuf t0kin abt hEr..my hAnd bEry suAn n0w..shld siGn 0ff liA0z

Monday, January 17, 2005

~ 6:53 pm ~

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0kiEx...s0 n0w my intErnet 0k le...s0t s0t de..hahaz... s0 l0ng nv update lia0z....like quite a few wks lia0z hahaz...

hmmm... g0t al0t t0 update...bac frm chalet yesterdae..shld be g0t al0t 0f thinGs t0 update arx...but i dun feel like it n0w.. =X hahaz...can 0nli sae... de chalet was fuN baz..? hahaz...still i g0t thE same 0ld thing t0 saE arx... i still luV the sEa al0t arx...hahaz...hmmmx...even th0ugh the chale at a n ulu ulu place..hahaz....k larx..i shall st0p here..c0z i cum herE 0nLi t0 sAe mY internet 0k le.. ^^