Monday, January 31, 2005
~ 10:02 pm ~
***____bArriEr~
an0ther enTry in thE sAme dae?? cann0t lArx.. tiS likE really bcum a habit lia0z.. but b0 biAn.. n0t feeelin very happy ritE n0w.. duN wiSh t0 t0k t0 any1.. s0 many feelins.. dun0 h0w t0 put int0 w0rds as0.. haiz
y d0 i fEEl aS if dere's a bArriEr b/w uS.. see.. i'd rAther nth happEned dAn tiS.. feelin s0.. dun0.. insecuRe?? d0wn..? i dun0 h0w t0 describE thAt feelin laRx.. definitely n0t happy l0r.. h0w cum i still g0t tiS feelin thAt u still g0t many thinGs hidin frm mE.. see.. wiSh i c0uLd g0 n fiNd u n0w.. bleahz.. buT cant g0 see..
t0Ld my piG k0r.. but hE caRed iN thE wr0ng wAe.. siAnz.. evErythin juz wan uSe vi0leNce?? ya.. hE caRes f0r ME.. but wr0ng wAy lia0z lArx.. likE thAt still aSk me t0 tell hiM my pr0bS =S ratHer n0t tell hiM..
humph.. s0 difficuLt..