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Sunday, January 30, 2005
~ 4:33 pm ~
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humph...juz finiSh 0ne b0x 0f ferrer0 r0chEr..still n0t felin any bettA?? tiNk i'm g0in t0 gEt sicker instead.. s0re thr0at le still s0 eat s0 many ch0c0lateS..
still feelin s0 miSerable.. dey sAe time can heAl..nahz.crapz.h0w cum i'm feelin m0re n m0re miserable instead..juz wiSh everythin w0uld g0 bAc t0 wAd it was like b4..if 0nli wad had happened wAs juz a dReamz..at leAst like thAt betta..if 0nli i had st0pped myself..mayb things wun b s0 miserable f0r me rite n0w... juz h0w am i g0in t0 get myseLf 0ut 0f tiS meSS i cReated..
ya i'm 0versensitive..4eva readin t00 much int0 thinGs..humph..am n0t g0in t0 siNk bac t0 wAd ah huAy called 'depressi0n' again.. thAt time was likE s0 hard f0r mE.. mayb haRd 0n my frenz as0.. but am lucky t0 haf them... heex.. mayb i'm sinKin deeper n deeper int0 it.. 0ei. i dun0 h0w t0 swim lehx.. if things g0 0n at tis rate..g0in t0 dr0wn s00n.. but am g0in t0 try t0 stay afl0at..see.. dun wan t0 dr0wn..
see..i'm 4eva tellin ppl n0t t0 tink t00 muCh.. but here i am.. n0t d0in wad i tell ppl t0 d0..
hah.. y d0 i haf tis feelin thAt my entries are gettin m0re n m0re negative...l0lx... am g0in t0 piCk myself uP.. i shall tRy t0...
mayb thinGs are n0t g0in well f0r u t00..i as0 dun0.. nahz..juz h0pe everythin will b finE s00n...
*miSs y0u*
